LailatAlQadr

i feel small and insignificant and i can't bear living a life where no one loves me. honestly i just want to die.

Every one of my demons is coming back to haunt me. I'm struggling to be happy anymore and I've been so damn depressed all the time. I feel so lonely and vulnerable and lost, honestly I've been considering ending it all. Existing is painful, school is hella stressful and I just wish all these exams would go to Hell or something. 

1. do well at school

Tamaki [Prince Type]:
[ ] You are French
[ ] You're a very romantic person
[ ] You flirt a lot with girls/boys.
[ ] Easily fooled by things that wouldn't fool most.
[x] You're overly eccentric in everything you do.
[ ] You care about you family deeply even if they don't return the feelings
[ ] Your birthday is April 8th
[x] You're slow when it comes to your own feelings.
Total: 2

Kyoya [Cool Type]:
[] You wear glasses.
[ ] You are known for being "evil".
[ ] Your favorite foods are anything spicy.
[ ] You excel in everything you do
[] You're a very calculating person.
[ ] Your birthday is November 22.
[x] You hate waking up in the morning.
[x] You never like to do anything unless it has a benefit.
Total: 2

Hunny [Loli Shota Type]:
[ ] You're the shortest out of your friends
[x] You love cakes and sweets.
[ ] You have a stuffed animal that has special meaning to you.
[x] You are/have taken a martial arts class.
[ ] You are close to your cousins.
[ ] You look a lot younger than you are.
[ ] You're born on February 29th
[x] Your favorite subject is math.
Total: 3

Mori [Wild Type]:
[ ] You're the tallest out of your friends.
[ ] You only talk when you need to
[ ] You're protective of people you care for.
[ ] You favorite food is Japanese food
[x] When bad things happen you tend to blame yourself a lot.
[ ] Your birthday is May 5th
[ ] You're not much of a leader but more of a follower.(I'm not a leader, but I'm not a follower)
[x] Not many people know what you're thinking
Total: 1

Hikaru [Devil Type]:
[ ] You and your sibling have a strong bond.
[x] You're a very cynical person.
[x] You like to mess with your siblings a lot.
[ ] You're the oldest sibling.
[ ] Your birthday is June 9th
[x] You like Italian food
[ ] You get jealous easily
[x] You don't make friends easily
Total: 3

Kaoru [Devil Type]:
[ ] You like to play games.
[x] Favorite subject, English.
[ ] You enjoy fashion/cosplay.
[ ] You're nicer than your siblings
[ ] Your birthday is June 9th
[x] You're very forgiving.
[ ] You'd rather give someone something and go without to make that person happy.
[ ] You like playing tricks on people.
Total: 2

Haruhi [Natural Type]:
[] You don't care about trivial things like appearance
[x] You're tight with money.
[x] You get along with guys well.
[x] You're blunt about everything.
[ ] You're an excellent cook. (have a cook book?)
[ ] You have a hard time understanding love
[ ] Your birthday is February 4th
[x] People feel like they can open up and talk to you easily
Total: 4

I was completely honest with myself here. So yeah, apparently I'm Haruhi.